.. to be broken hearted.
Wait, I don’t know if broken heart is the right word for my current.. situation.
But the tightening of the chest.
The difficuLty of breathing.
The bLankness of the mind.
The non-stop urge to cry when the mind functioned again.
The need to hug someone just to ease the weight of this.. feeLing.
All I know is this happen because I’m too stupid, because I Let myseLf get in too deep. But it was fun. But then this happen.
Now excuse me, I’m going to grow some mushrooms in my cubicLe.